Changes Continued

      So, time has gone by since last post and things are still changing. For a while there seem to be a recharge or burst of energy so to speak. Not sure if it was just a desire to prove something or a kind of reassurance. A couple month later, things are reversed and moving in a new way again. Mentally, I am confused. Physically, I am confused. Has something changed? Is there new emotions or new desires or what? Still trying to figure this out.....